Graduation!

My master’s thesis defense was scheduled for Thursday, June 25th, the last major step in the process of completing my degree from Chung Yuan University, where I’ve been studying for the last two years.
Weirdly, the university’s graduation ceremonies, with all the robes, tassels, handshakes and whatnot, were held on the 6th. Chenbl and I took a train out to Zhongli early that morning, splurging on a taxi to campus rather than taking the usual bus or Youbike. I changed into a snazzy blue suit in the department research room, which has become like a little dormitory for our department’s students as it’s where we all keep stuff in our lockers, hang out between classes, work on compositions or other homework, chat and discuss projects, eat bentos bought from nearby alley food stalls, and sometimes even sleep. Although the room isn’t actually in our department building, it has a nice balcony that overlooks the campus greens (the balcony doors are locked shut, alas).
We arrived early because I was being inducted into the Phi Tau Phi Honor Society for graduating at the top of my class. I’d collected some other phi’s in college back in the day but I forget exactly what phi’s they were…Beta something or Sigma? Phi Tau Phi is a Taiwanese honor society, though it was founded in China in the 1920s. As with the other Phi’s, I hadn’t heard about it before I was invited, and to be honest I’m not exactly sure what they do, get together and play greek letter word games over drinks at literary bars? No idea. Anyway, I walked across the stage in the campus cathedral performance space and was given another little key/pin thingy, waving to Chenbl, who was taking pictures from the balcony as I took my seat to listen to the various speeches.
Next was our department graduation, which was almost concurrent with the PTP event but luckily in the same building, so we rushed over to find my fellow graduates and their families sitting and watching our department heads, Harvey Chang and Emily Chen, giving inspirational speeches about how our careers would still thrive in the coming age of AI. I managed to throw my graduation robes and hat on in time for the tassel-turning ceremony, after which we took group pictures, ate pizza and chatted about how strange it was to be “graduating” before we’d done our thesis defenses, and some, including me, having not even done our graduate recitals at that point. Yet here we all were, the seven of us, less than half of the number of students who entered the program two years ago, wearing our graduation robes and munching on Dominoes in the same room where we’d undergone those awkward, anxious first interviews for entrance to the program. I remember being disappointed with my interview, thinking I’d bombed and that I wouldn’t be accepted, and subsequently surprised to find that I was third on their list of accepted students.
Full of pizza, we had some time before the big general graduation ceremony in the big auditorium. There’d been rehearsals the day before, but I hadn’t bothered wearing my robes as I didn’t want them to get dirty (The Humanities College hood/tassel color happens to be an easily sullied white). But I was all decked out now, so Chenbl and I walked around the campus, as many other graduates were doing, taking pictures in various spots, in various poses.
Chenbl again ascended the balcony of the auditorium for the main graduation ceremony to take pictures. I was representing our department as it wasn’t practical for every single graduate to cross the stage. There were more speeches, and the music, provided mainly by professors in our department including Professor Luo Ming-fang’s vocals and Professor Jian Shan-ken with a string quartet, was quite nice. We filed onto the stage, stood at attention and saluted. It’s been a minute since I actually saluted anyone, so this was a bit surreal. I got a nice fist-bump from Professor Chang on my way back to my seat.
I had gone through all the pomp and circumstance and fineries of graduation. Now I had to do the Actual Graduation Things, i.e. my recital and thesis defense.
My graduate recital was held at the Feng Ya Song Arts Salon space on the 13th. I engaged the services of the Ramblers’ favorite driver, Mr. Gao, who was waiting for us at Guting Station in the morning to drive us out to the campus. I was once again reminded how lucky I am to have so many talented friends who have been willing to help me make this show into reality. Not just my fellow ramblers David and Andrew, who have been generous with their time and advice, but also long-time friends of the Ramblers like the amazing vocalist Olivia Yan and drummer par excellence Carol Huang, and newer friends like vocalist Jason Wang, who is a street performer, pianist Will Tsai, who is also a master’s music student but at NTNU, and singer Tristan Ai, whom I was introduced to by Luke Deming when I was teaching at Shih Hsin University.
When we got to the arts salon, my junior Manfred Sun, a first year student in our program, was already busy setting up the space. Manfred, who is from Hong Kong, knows his stuff and made sure that most everything sounded good. In addition to this, Manfred is also an excellent improvisational piano player, which came in handy as Will was switching to violin for several of the songs that still required piano. Early on I’d considered using the washtub bass, but it really didn’t fit, so David and Andrew traded off using a cute li’l electric bass guitar that did the job.
My fellow student Nicky Lee was already at the space as well, joining some of my photography students who had come to help set up chairs, etc. The show involved an interaction between my photography and music over the course of 14 (yes, 14!) songs that I composed, so Chenbl played a presentation consisting of videos he’d taken of me out photographing, along with a pre-recorded voiceovers, in between songs. For the actual songs, our friend Lu Bin-hao had helped me make some animations for the audience that really added to the whole effect.
I did screw up on several occasions during the show, though most people (were probably being polite and) said they didn’t notice. Still, I’m not new to performing, and I long ago realized that working through mistakes and integrating them into the performance is far more productive than getting bent out of shape about it. To keep it a buck, though, many of my music professors being in the sizable audience didn’t really help my nerves.
Still, we not only got through it, some of the songs did actually bang, if I do say so myself. I thought, somewhat incredibly as I sang the last verse of the last song: This is the last verse, after this, it’s done. I thanked my professors and everyone else for coming, was assaulted by multiple bouquets (I now have an impressive collection of teddy bears holding tiny diplomas), and we embarked on another round of group photos as I breathed an hour-long sigh of relief. The audience, including my professors and their families, were ebullient about the show and how well the presentation and pacing (thanks to Chenbl’s direction via his notebook), enhanced not just the music but the photography, combining them into the whole experience. All in all it was incredibly satisfying and gratifying.
But I wasn’t done yet. The next Wednesday night was our last production class, in the recording studio beneath the university library. The class itself was ordinary, but the atmosphere was different, almost pre-nostalgic, if that can be a thing; we were all aware that this would be the last time we’d be in class together, or at least I was. I’m going to miss the camaraderie of being part of a group of students, all of us sharing similar trials and tribulations, getting assignments done, complaining about this professor or that, or the system in general. Even though I’m older than most of them, and I haven’t been living on campus or even in town, I’ll miss being part of something like that. After class we all walked out of the familiar glass doors, stood chatting for a bit, and then we went our separate ways. And that was that.
But I still wasn’t done. As I mentioned before, I had to defend my thesis in front of a panel of experts on the 25th, and luckily for me the typhoon that had been threatening to derail this plan veered northward towards Japan instead. As for the experts: In addition my department head, Professor Chang, who was also one of my thesis advisors, there was Professor Chiu, my filmmaking/video arts teacher and my other thesis advisor, as well as Professor Jang, who is a production professor in our department, and Professor Kenjo Tan, a noted Malaysian music producer who has been teaching courses at Chung Yuan as a guest lecturer. All of these dudes are highly accomplished industry professionals, and as Chenbl and I were setting up in the conference room on Thursday morning, I had a brief moment of panic that I would freeze up and make a complete idiot of myself in front of them.
Thankfully, that didn’t happen. When the professors arrived and sat down, I remembered that I’ve known all of these guys for a while, and while they are accomplished players in the industry, I’m not exactly a newcomer myself. After we’d chatted a bit, I started the presentation, but it felt like we were just still chatting, just with me going through my presentation as I did so, discussing an interesting topic rather than me trying desperately to get my point across. The session even went over time as the discussion went off on various tangents about music and image creation, how they relate and support each other, what kind of impact AI will have, how we can/should deal with it, etc. It was an intriguing conversion and honestly quite gratifying to be able to discuss these things with a group of such accomplished individuals.
I should note that, due to the unofficial theme of this program being “Me Doing Too Damn Much”, my masters thesis is nearly 700 pages long, a huge, daunting tome (I still feel that the premise is simple enough and that it’s actually quite readable, but then again I would think that, wouldn’t I?). While part of the length derives from the fact that I wrote it in both English and Chinese, it’s still by far the longest thesis this year, and possibly ever in the program. “Surely this is no master’s thesis!” the printer in Gongguan said when I’d picked up the copies to give my professors. “This has got to be a doctorate thesis!” So it was a big ask for all of my defense panel experts to read all of that. I should also note that the faculty and staff at Chung Yuan have been amazing, always ready to help and generous with their time and experience.
After our discussion, I was politely told to skedaddle while they discussed their joint decision. It didn’t take long; I was ushered back in and told that I’d passed the defense, and the professors even talked about how the research could be continued and utilized in practice. We kept on chatting until, one by one, they left, each congratulating me. Then it was just me and Chenbl packing up our things. Through the typhoon wasn’t going to hit Taiwan, its effects were beginning to make themselves known in the form of heavy wind and rain that rocked the 1818 bus as we headed back to Taipei.
That night was also my last official class at Chung Yuan, albeit online. I attended it on my phone on the subway home, and then finished it in front of my iMac at the Water Curtain Cave. As Professor You signed off from somewhere in Beijing, I realized I was DONE done, shouting it out in such a gleeful fashion that my neighbors were probably wondering what the hell was going on in the Water Curtain Cave this time.
Tonight was the Golden Melody Awards. This time last year I was walking the red carpet there; now I’ve got a Master of Arts degree in music production with a concentration in photography.
Interesting times await.















